I guess i have a rather big question that involved wee me. My faith used to be so strong that yeah it probably would have shook the mountains. Recently however it has been bashed to a pulp. I have found myself doubting for the first time and when typing in a question i had this site came up right at the top of the list so i joined to have a wee nosey and to see if anyone would be able to help me or give advice on rebuilding the faith i once had.
I suffered the 11th death in 18 months recently. My neice who was 11 years old passed away after losing her fight with cancerous brain tumours. First off my father passed away last year 13th feb, 2 days later my fiance was in an accident and didn't wake up again. March 17th my friend whom i sang with together took her own life, 2 uncles passed in may 2010, august a woman i sung to to help her interact passed away, new years day 2011 my good friend was murdered by another of my friends, 17th january 2011 my friend was found dead and a post mortem showed natural causes, he was 28,10th feb 2011 my grandfather passed away suddenly, 1st march my uncle pat suffered numerous heart attacks and strokes which took his life and finally thursday 16th june chloe 11 years old fell asleep for the final time.
It has been only recently though that all this has started to affect my faith and im looking for advice from those who have suffered death in any form who know how to strengthen faith when times like this arise. I really am struggling yet i know a smile isn't too hard to put on your face if it helps another so i guess a smile to ya a hug and hope your all having an awesome day. Bless yer wee cotton sock :)
lesley (aka lollypoppies)